i am a loser who ruins everything in my life and can’t keep myself on track without constant validation 👍👍👍
college is wild (i’m Constantly in a depressive episode and have never doubted my talents or self worth more in my life)
i really do want to delete this blog but i also love looking through the tags and seeing where i was in my life and seeing how far i’ve come and seeing my journey of self acceptance and recovery? does anyone use tumblr anymore? why was i so obsessed with plant pics and shitty poems as a sophomore? why was i such a terribly desperate person? why did i crave love so much but hate myself? going through hardship hasn’t made me find myself.. being around others who strengthen my heart has made me into who i am and i’m amazed at how far i’ve come 💛 i’ll be back to visit, abigail’s old diary of shitty personal posts on the internet!
